tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-86738107686879590572024-03-12T17:37:11.465-07:00deeply trough a little hummy dummy heart~~~life is about laughing and living in good and bad time getting trough whatever come our way and looking back with a smile~~~reen cutehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03957220735488665040noreply@blogger.comBlogger125125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8673810768687959057.post-28281401001926585802013-05-30T17:57:00.001-07:002013-05-30T17:57:31.254-07:00kau sentiasa yang teratas..<br />
tidak di dunia<br />
tapi di akhirat kelak<br />
<br />
p/s: tudiaa ayat.. haa mampu??reen cutehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03957220735488665040noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8673810768687959057.post-43102729717449676262013-05-27T20:20:00.004-07:002013-05-27T20:20:44.802-07:00<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #351c75; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">everytime i on skype.. i wait and wait hoping for "......... is calling" </span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #351c75; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #351c75; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">p/s : i miss you, i mis us.. ALWAYS....</span></span>reen cutehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03957220735488665040noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8673810768687959057.post-45836774785843945072013-05-27T02:49:00.000-07:002013-05-27T02:49:01.510-07:00btw, ignored all my un matured post that ive been write years years before. i read all back i was like omg.. childish nya budak tu. haha. hope dh xde dh perangai budak budk mcm tu.. fakkk malu gilaaaaaa. <div>
<br /></div>
<div>
p/s : i miss you ALWAYS.....</div>
reen cutehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03957220735488665040noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8673810768687959057.post-16485964823112102492013-05-27T02:44:00.001-07:002013-05-27T02:44:26.463-07:00As requested, i will continue back to write after 2 years plus forgetting this blog. <div>
i hope the requester will read and i really appreciate when you ask me to write this blog again just because you want to know about me from far. also as you want to disappear... </div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
i do sad.. very much... but life must go on...</div>
<div>
you teach me a lot about life. changing me into a person. thanks to you. thank you so much </div>
<div>
i know you wont be able to forgive me. i just hope one day miracle will happen and i can be friend with you again if god say so.. </div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
i am so sorry for my mistake.. my mistake is very huge. i know you wont be able to forgive me. i hope one day you will.</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
im so sorry.. </div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
will be missing you </div>
<div>
ALWAYS....</div>
reen cutehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03957220735488665040noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8673810768687959057.post-35994764493205916042010-12-13T12:29:00.000-08:002010-12-13T12:31:26.444-08:00takutaku tahu sume latest post aku yek yek sgt..<br />so aku mintak maaf atas sume nye. aku dh tido td tp aku terbng biler aku teringt result aku yg gile terok.aku takut x leh tidooo takut sgttt<br />mcm mne nk hadapi sume tu nnti<br />tolong aku ya allah<br />aku thu aku igt allah bile time mcm ni je..'<br />ni lagi aku takut ni. iskh mcm mne kn buat nireen cutehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03957220735488665040noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8673810768687959057.post-19213768538139135602009-11-03T15:16:00.000-08:002009-11-03T15:33:30.621-08:00announcement!!im proud to say this to you.. my love...<br />i let you to find other girl if im such a boring girl plus give u lot of trouble... cause.. i want u to be happy. n i wanna be your best2 fren..best listener.. and your best counsler..<br />eventho i know the fact tht u still dont want to be like before but i still want you!<br />i try my hard to find other boy but sume lelaki same jelah.. thu nk amek kesempatan...<br />u the one and only tht really understand me.. how childish i am... how messy i am.. n how clumsy i am... awk je yg layan perangai bodoh sy ni,.. all this while i dont really realised it.. tp bile dh bergelumang ngn mcm2 lelaki ni... i have learn something from it.. i know who actually my angel is!<br /><br />aku dh lari jauh terpesong dr janji2 kt diri aku sebenrnya.. maybe ur love tht u give to me make me gile lupa diri.. lupe yg sebenrnya im not suppose to be like tht tp tulah,.. dimanjakan sgt... dh kena pengajaran cm ni br nk sedar.. thnks god coz its not to late kan...<br /><br /><br />to someone yg i dh anggp sperti kwn baik sy....<br />its good then u happy with ur new housemate n new bf tho...<br />n its good also coz u already forget me... xkesa lah.. janji ko bahagia coz aku thu im nothing pon towards u.. kawan biasa saja kan? nk dibandingkan dengan budak super bike yg dh lame knl tu kan.. if u jeleos with something or wut tu thts ur right! so fight for your right. aku x de hak lah nk halng... ko dh besar.. pandai2 lah pikir yeh!<br /><br />btw.. to all my bestie , housemate, to chemical engineer wanna be,(hehe), to all uitm pp student and to all fren in other uni... good luck in ur final exam...fight till last paper.. n after tht jgn lupe ajak aku bergonjeng!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah!!reen cutehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03957220735488665040noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8673810768687959057.post-35413430777931879002009-10-23T02:09:00.001-07:002009-10-23T02:11:34.434-07:00final goodbyepenat kan jadi nurul arina! haih.. so those yg dengki n want to be ME forget it la..<br />penat sgt bagging kt org, kena marah, maki hamun, kena tinggal.. lepas sorg2 tinggl aku.. thnks lah! sampai one time aku dh xlarat nk tanggung sume tuh.. aku beserah je skng ni...<br />ape nk jadi, jadi lah.. ati aku dh x leh trima ape2 dh.............<br />tinggal lah aku skng!!! bye..............reen cutehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03957220735488665040noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8673810768687959057.post-45069006196489189962009-10-21T06:28:00.000-07:002009-10-21T06:30:21.682-07:00<h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" ft="{"type":"msg"}"><span class="UIStory_Message">People say if you love someone hard enough then everything will work out right.</span></h3><br />when i read this! i felt like its a fuckin bullshit! n tht was so so wrong okeyh! kena kt batang hidung kaw br kau thu betapa 'betul' nye ayat tersebut! haih~~reen cutehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03957220735488665040noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8673810768687959057.post-64152253510534465502009-10-13T14:05:00.000-07:002009-10-13T14:36:24.552-07:00am i really2 bad??nmpk sgt awk dh benci kan saya.. nmpk sgt sume kata2 awk,janji2 awk dh ilang sume.. u seem wanna erase all me from ur mind... u seem forgot evrything about us, our memory together n how i need u in my life..<br /><br />i know, ur decision is not because of u want it, but it is for me right? u love me but ur condition doesnt allow it.. i truly said tht i really understand about it. n i respect ur decision..<br />but i just want you to know tht i really cant forget u. its drive me crazy with this broke up thingy.<br />swear to god. its make me so damn miserable.. but i never regret, being with you is such a perfect thing i ever had..<br /><br />watever it is.. i'll wait for you.. n there's no one could replace u in my heart...now, i just want to concentrate first on my becoming final exam which is so dh dekt gila babi.. n u, take this time to calm urself cause after this i will looking for you back..hehe.. if god will... maybe now its time for me to live my life first.n you, concentrate with what you wanna achieve.. n maybe all this while im the one who interupted your life, who being such a troble maker for you..<br /><br />im sorry for what i have done. i realised now how important you in my life. how im such being very stupid person towards you. im sorry. deeply sorry. im not sure tht there is another chance for me but i just pray to god that u are mine forever. i believe in all your word. n im not lose u at all.<br /><br />n i really hope tht u can prove all ur promises, all ur word and all our dream. i just hope our dream become true and there is love left for me in ur heart...<br /><br />awk...<br />all this while, my life is all depending on you. from school to matric n now in uni.. its all you... n i can believe tht theres no who one take care of me n i have to survive alone.. i dont know how long i can be like this. to be onest. i cant!! but ill try my best. i know u need some space to breath. yeah im disturbing ur life in such a very long time. n now u did all this cause u need a bit space for u right?? i respect tht. but i just need to know tht all this while is such a lie, my imagination or its true???all this while im dreaming in a day ??<br />please tell me all the reason u did this! did you still love me?? did you still care about me?? did u pity me??<br /><br />i miss you.................................................reen cutehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03957220735488665040noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8673810768687959057.post-50391529506340123092009-10-12T07:36:00.000-07:002009-10-12T08:09:37.164-07:00im a single girl swag..<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgvnvC9UKOPW20kGeNdnAln2-xEglRuqVMW8KmYWWLQZ7-A85LPpVN4xmezWouTvQj5AyJPsDQSL0KCqqpoa0HS-zavcRoTd-yu9_O50OX22vzI3BGfz6xNu6wj_b1qvM7ANEEw6BSglxWJ/s1600-h/reen.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgvnvC9UKOPW20kGeNdnAln2-xEglRuqVMW8KmYWWLQZ7-A85LPpVN4xmezWouTvQj5AyJPsDQSL0KCqqpoa0HS-zavcRoTd-yu9_O50OX22vzI3BGfz6xNu6wj_b1qvM7ANEEw6BSglxWJ/s400/reen.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5391726391671082066" border="0" /></a><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg7cRMYMo9d7NdSuq_5yC4Vd28aVN0pviXkpyrO3ik2h-yGKmtYsq0md20qyrKHaF7h1G9csPB-sLaEzgLh5jIIWdFhnK_Wm8yq6ZQ-dO9s3W79xCz1HijugQNoroffDUmqEHF0iSrV9m4J/s1600-h/IMG0704A.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg7cRMYMo9d7NdSuq_5yC4Vd28aVN0pviXkpyrO3ik2h-yGKmtYsq0md20qyrKHaF7h1G9csPB-sLaEzgLh5jIIWdFhnK_Wm8yq6ZQ-dO9s3W79xCz1HijugQNoroffDUmqEHF0iSrV9m4J/s400/IMG0704A.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5391725315915619138" border="0" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">love my hair ok!<br /><br /></div> Am I supposed to put my life on hold<br />because you don't know how to act<br />and you don't know where your life is going<br />Am I supposed to be torn apart, broken hearted, in a corner crying?<br />Pardon me if I don't show it<br />I don't care if I never see you again<br />I'll be alright<br />Take this final piece of advice and get yourself together,<br />but either way baby, I'm gone<br /><br />I'm so over it, I've been there and back<br />Changed all my numbers and just in case you're wondering<br />I got that new<br />I'm a single girl swag<br />Got me with my girls and we're singin' it...... Sing!<br />goodbye<br />goodbye<br />goodbye<br /><br />Cut my hair 'cuz it reminded me of you<br />I know you like the long 'do,<br />had to switch my attitude up<br />Thinkin' of changing up how I ride, No more<br />on the passenger side<br />too bad you miss out on the way that I drive it<br />I don't care if I never see you again<br />I'll be alright<br />Take this final piece of advice and get yourself together,<br />but either way baby, I'm gone<br /><br />I'm so over it, I've been there and back<br />Changed all my numbers and just in case you're wondering<br />I got that new<br />I'm a single girl swag<br />Got me with my girls and we're singin' it...sing!<br /><br />goodbye<br />goodbye<br />goodbye<br /><br /><br />I'm so over it, I've been there and back<br />Changed all my numbers and just in case you're wondering<br />I got that new<br />I'm a single girl swag<br />Got me with my girls and we're singin' it.... sing!<br />na na na na hey, na na na na hey,<br />hey hey hey<br />goodbye<br />na na na na hey, na na na na hey<br />hey hey hey<br />goodbye<br /><br /><br />na na na na hey, na na na na hey<br />hey hey hey<br />goodbye<br />na na na na hey, na na na na hey<br />hey hey hey<br />goodbye<br />goodbye<br />goodbye<br /><br />look at this lyrics carefully okeyh..<br />btw i cut my hair as i wish to do before if i broke up...<br />so.. dh tertunai..<br /><br />now<br />-xperlu nk ikut ckp sape2 lagi lah!<br />-ubah style arina yg dulu, xyah nk ikut2 org jadi gurlish cm sial nk sedapkan hati org<br />-xpayah nk berjimat lagi sbb dh kena tanggung diri sendiri je skng..yeay<br />-boleh la flirt ngn sape2 yg saya suka..<br />-leh la kapel byk2 lagi<br />-leh la kua ske ati xyah nk tkut2 dh lepas ni<br />-eyh, dh x de org nk marah n nasihat2 cm die betul sume dh,, yeay!<br />-dh x de org nk larang ape2 lagi dh! yeay!<br />-dh xde org nk menyusah kan hidup lagi dh! yeay!<br />-dh x de nk jeles kt sape2 dh<br />-dh x perlu jaga org sakit dh!<br />-xperlu buat baik kt org dh!<br />-xperlu berlapar untuk org dh!<br />-xperlu sacrifice ape2 dh! yes!<br /><br />yeay yeay yeay yeay yeay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br /><br />if u are okay with it.. im 10 times okay than you<br />cause i got all my friend.. best!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh01ijJxtF15A8WwPZ8ufK3gTMIB3wEiUYOI7ZdxyWT6FiccdyQH_ULmXH6L5BFkLEq6G2e3JbpekR8az2PcZhqeNCGyjXlwY5ojwx7jeVex52nZHPS8-wTotmlnzgF6-x9NAUiDOrdUtRf/s1600-h/IMG0707A.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 294px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh01ijJxtF15A8WwPZ8ufK3gTMIB3wEiUYOI7ZdxyWT6FiccdyQH_ULmXH6L5BFkLEq6G2e3JbpekR8az2PcZhqeNCGyjXlwY5ojwx7jeVex52nZHPS8-wTotmlnzgF6-x9NAUiDOrdUtRf/s400/IMG0707A.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5391726792398589490" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEil6Tik8-GZ44tx9sm8LHXVhQj8u4bWQtSs3atoLJMATYsEDWbMhkG3iFHgtMjCQNhqDYSSC5R1i0END0jwfDe-Da9pMnyrqX5a9UlxHqKE7NPThCfJsEC7TRAYNxJxZeMJUX0a1MhJl-g_/s1600-h/DSC00599.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEil6Tik8-GZ44tx9sm8LHXVhQj8u4bWQtSs3atoLJMATYsEDWbMhkG3iFHgtMjCQNhqDYSSC5R1i0END0jwfDe-Da9pMnyrqX5a9UlxHqKE7NPThCfJsEC7TRAYNxJxZeMJUX0a1MhJl-g_/s400/DSC00599.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5391730179832498194" border="0" /></a>reen cutehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03957220735488665040noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8673810768687959057.post-64073262063236526192009-10-11T00:59:00.000-07:002009-10-11T01:04:15.319-07:00how i miss itbila melihat gmbr gmbr yg mereka post kt blog mereka... aku pon cm mula terpikir..<br />kalau la aku ada kat sana...<br />tp aku xleh regret. aku yg pilih jalan ini.. aku kena trima. walau apapon.. mereka ttp di hati aku.. n aku thu, aku ttp di hati mereka..<br /><br />no'or's crib- i do want to go there tp tulah.. test babi!<br />azie's crib- yeah azie, me too hope i was there but nk wat cmne kan azie...<br />thnks for all the invited.. eventhough korg thu aku jauh tp korg still x lupe kt aku kan?<br />u guys such a best friend i ever had..reen cutehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03957220735488665040noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8673810768687959057.post-28341136220154732962009-10-10T08:46:00.000-07:002009-10-10T10:13:48.313-07:00got a blassed.. thanks to godyes, i can say that i had so much fun today been in my very-suke2-fav place which is so-called beach... mandi manda sampai penat nk mati then went to queensbay for a while to looking at somethings to buy and before night getting older, we went back then.<br />wut is the most ever best thing is i went with a very wonderful-best-gorgeous person.. ase cm kwn2 itu wujud kembali...<br /><br />why u like gila babi nk pegi pantai sgt ni??<br /><br />b4 this i never cry because of i have failed every single test ive done but last friday.....<br />ok.. lets begin,..<br />tht night i slept at azim,nad,ayon house.then at 8 i woke up. went back to my house which is so depan rumah je then bersiap untuk ke kelas fluid mechanics..<br />that day, hawa teach us about turbulent flow in pipes..(stated in the note)<br />that stupid thingy become hard because of it have something to do which is like graph tp x ikut scale langsung and they called it as moody chart..<br />fuck you moody chart, u ruin my mood. then i ask la one person ni which is so clever GIFTED by god absolutely. she not even touch,listening,learning, or wut about something but then she can answer all the question given plus she even got 4 flat time first sem dulu..<br />ok, u mmg pandai lah! everyone know about that okeyh!! then back to my story.. i ask anything that i really cannot go lah! tu pon sbb u sit near to me kan.. then guess wut she reply me???<br /><br />"U NI REEN, X PENAH BELAJAR TGK GRAPH KE? TD U YG AJAR I.. THEN U PLAK X TAW CMNE NK TGK??"<br />thts the lattest sentence come up from her clever mouth. x kira lagi b4 b4 this.. i ask her then die ajar marah2.. fine! aku pon pandai jugak. tp x gifted cm kau. aku kene berusaha sket la.. kene ada kesedaran diri..kena belajar kan...<br />then i agak touching eyh disitu.. looks like im a stupid person which never know what 'graph' is..<br />ok.. noor touching 3 saat je.. tp aku touching 3 tahun.. but i never show to people how touching i am kan.. they just know me as budak gila2 yg x taw nk terasa hati n reti gelak cm bodoh je kan... sokay lah!<br /><br />half an hour before class ended. hawa tu ckp.. i already mark ur test paper. some of them are good some of them are maintain n some of them bla bla bla bla bullshit!<br />she called them n give them their paper but not for me and ade la sape2 lagi kan..<br />for those who didnt get their paper, they failed in this test! for sure my paper x de in my table<br />AGAIN!<br />aku yg tgh terasa hati ngn budak ni tiba2 si hawa ni plak pegi bagi paper yg aku target got well in this test tiba2 fail lagi.. helloooo................<br />3 days before fluid mechanics test i already study and well prepared to do that stupid subject test..<br /><br />then air mata ase nk terburai,.. i went out to the class so suddenly without wating for anyone n without sape2 pon perasaan yg air mata aku dah cm sial kuar terburai burai kan...<br />pegi tandas then i cried like husband aku mati!! sia2 aku study.. lepas ni hawa nk jumpa.. sumpa la nnti aku kena marah lagi ngn die kan... marah cm mak org marh kt anak die..<br />heh!<br /><br />after ase cm mata dh x larat nk tampong air mata kan. then at the toilet tu x de sape nk pinjamkan bahu so saya pon lari2 pegi mendapatkan kekasih hati saya.. haa amek kaw.. jadi la aku cembeng kejap kan.. nasib baik ada jugak org layan kerenah bodoh saya ni kan?<br />xpenah la aku ase se tensen ni dalam belajar...ssh rupanya CHEMICAL STUPID ENGINEERING ni...<br /><br />keesokan arinya which is arini.. aku kua pegi mandi kt batu feringghi... lepaskan semua tensen aku kt pantai yg indah itu.. harap x de sape lagi buat aku terasa,.........<br /><br />so reen<br /><br />stay away from the person who always troubling u! heh...<br /><br />say hye to a very new new person in ur life.. nice jugak die sebenarnya... btw.. just wanna have fun only.. bukan nk lebih2 kan...no feeling okeyh.. now u just have to concentrate on ur study. pg mam ngn dak clever tu, then concentrate to love muhammad saiful haidhar bin shahrom! okeyh?<br /><br />oklaaa.....................reen cutehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03957220735488665040noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8673810768687959057.post-61614486481225774882009-10-07T11:44:00.000-07:002009-10-07T11:44:05.926-07:00terasa syg pulak lah...klaka lah ko<span style="color: blue;"> no'or</span>. tergelak betul aku baca pos kau sbb aku dah paham sgt dh pasal masalah pundi kencing kau yg agak terbantut kekuatan nya itu. haha<br />
eyh dekat KONDO korg x de tempat cm kat mawar dulu ke? tempat kencing?? haha<br />
rindu pulak aku kat kau.. <br />
<br />
saya cm sgt gembira taw! sbb ada org belikan saya beg tgn masa die pg vacation ngn family die..<br />
awak.. tima kasih eyh.. igt jugak awk kat saya.. saya tahu awk syg saya tp tulah.. salu cm tanak ngaku kan...<br />
sayang awk jugak.. ketat2.. hehereen cutehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03957220735488665040noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8673810768687959057.post-28490367492312184542009-10-07T07:41:00.000-07:002009-10-07T07:41:08.714-07:00i dont meant itseriously, i dont mean to write anything about u here, and its not my attention to tell anyone bout u or wut but i just want to impress my feeling thats hurt me...<br />
if you dont like it.. im sorry, i wont do it again..<br />
<br />
4 days stret test.. mcm mother fucker! penat nk mampos. n fluid mechanic, chemical prosess sume suda hancur! ergh! <br />
n untuk pegi ke agency nuclear di bangi esok ari telah di batalkan!.. ni satu lagi..PALAT!<br />
aku dah ase cm nk berseronok release2 tensen after exam yg byk2 ni plus i so-damn-fucking want to meet my friend there. dh roger dh some of them tibaa2 cm batal.. bapak ah...x(<br />
<br />
<br />
MINGGU INI MINGGU STRESS!!reen cutehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03957220735488665040noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8673810768687959057.post-35403004878854996852009-10-05T04:04:00.000-07:002009-10-05T04:04:06.609-07:00the dark side of my lifeam i too bad??<br />
kenapa org yg aku syg selalu buat aku cmni so bile aku buat balik aku kene marah??<br />
patut ke aku kene marah sbb x dpt nk pegi jumpa die?? padahal aku x de kete taw!<br />
sedih tol... die sentiasa letakkan kesalahan kat aku. apa saja aku buat akan salah depan mata die.<br />
sakit la apa yg aku ase skang ni.. patut ke aku tanggung sume ni lagi??<br />
aku x penat tp aku sakit lah! aku x thu apa salah aku tp aku kena mcm ni...<br />
theres a lot of guy appreciate me out there tp kenapa lelaki yg x seberapa tu layan aku cm sampah???<br />
tp aku ttp syg die cm nk gile. kenapa??<br />
die nk bersendirian.. katanya.. what for??? there must be another reason kan??<br />
dh la.. aku pon penat nk pikir.. apa yg aku thu skng ni.. aku akan cuba buat die sedar n rase jugak apa yg aku ase skng ni... ko blom penah rase kehilangan aku.. so ko tak thu..<br />
aku akan cuba bg apa yg ko nk..<br />
aku akan cuba sedaya upaya aku... insyaalah..<br />
<br />
ya allah....<br />
kuatkan la hamba mu ini dalam menangani semua musibah yg melanda.. aku ttp bersyukur sbb aku thu ko akan berikan seribu kesusahan kepada umat kau yg kau sayang......<br />
<br />
bila semua ni terjadi kt aku, aku ase rindu kawan2 aku yg dh aku tinggalkan.. guys, im so sorry.. tempat korg x penah aku gantikan dengan org lain.....<br />
<br />
n im now akan jadi seorg yg naughty sbb aku thu semua tu akan happy kan aku. aku sendiri yg akan happy kan diri aku sendiri. kalau ase nk marah jugak terpulang lah,..<br />
<br />
saya ikut je apa yg awk nk.............reen cutehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03957220735488665040noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8673810768687959057.post-54530005881577164922009-10-03T21:20:00.000-07:002009-10-03T21:20:29.263-07:00thanks aleya<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjQ1NMqBHon1AbzF8y46XjeBKOq5SKGteTDkPJvxhYT06srfizxQNusH-6RQ8CVYALQQY_L8uXZILFBoDQmYdACY8CUCOrvR-xfTtLDyMed1svlC_VtNyMzJpwrS1SIsHKlFIA1XHKE6TN4/s1600-h/reen" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img $r="true" border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjQ1NMqBHon1AbzF8y46XjeBKOq5SKGteTDkPJvxhYT06srfizxQNusH-6RQ8CVYALQQY_L8uXZILFBoDQmYdACY8CUCOrvR-xfTtLDyMed1svlC_VtNyMzJpwrS1SIsHKlFIA1XHKE6TN4/s400/reen" /></a><br />
</div><br />
<br />
<div style="text-align: center;">mereka bertiga di belakang saya adalah sisters saya sampai mampos! hehe<br />
</div><br />
<br />
to my dearest reen,<br />
<br />
i am deeply sorry for being a bitch<br />
i was a selfish witch<br />
from the bottom of my heart, please accept my apology<br />
i should have asked u how are u and etc<br />
but i was way toooo busy with my own stuff<br />
for a while, i was ignoring u<br />
sumpa i thought u're ok je<br />
i have no idea that u're in a nasty condition now<br />
be strong, u have me, ALWAYS.!!<br />
mark my word bebeh..<br />
i do realize u love him though he's hurting u now<br />
love hurts but i believe perhaps he has a good reason behind all this<br />
have patience and faith in him a bit<br />
u'll see the skies will not forever be gloomy<br />
<br />
<br />
dear aleya...<br />
just dont worry okeyh, thnks for your concerning...<br />
sedih tul aku baca nih.. huwaaaareen cutehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03957220735488665040noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8673810768687959057.post-8632954271742763312009-10-03T21:02:00.000-07:002009-10-03T21:02:08.045-07:00scandal?? no no noreen!! say hello to the world.. rindu pulak saya nk menulis ngumpat2 org sket tp tulah, masa tidak mengizinkan saya nk berbuat begitu. tambahan pula broadband saya abah x bayar lagi.. abah pulak pegi offshore sebulan katanya. mati lah aku! dh la kt umah sewa x de streamix or wifi ke ape kan.. haih... <br />
reen cm dh kembali ke perangai dulu.. yelah, bf kita dh cm x nk layan.. bz la sgt kan.. yerks<br />
so mintak maaf la eyh.. ssh sebenarnya nk jadi setia gila babi kalau bf kita cm si saiful haidhar tu. heh!<br />
jumaat aritu test fluid and it was sucks!! x tido malam study tp hasilnya cm bu***.. <br />
esok, isnin test organic chemistry, selasa chemical proses, rabu-math.. cm babi x?? bile aku nk study ni klu cm tuh. weekend ni aku x bergonjeng mane2 pon taw. jadi anak dara dok umah. heh!<br />
<br />
so pada ari khamis nnti saya akan pergi ke bangi.. agency nuclear ape tah under chemical engineering kan. <br />
sy sgt x sbr nk pg sana sbb kalau ade jodoh leh jumpa mereka2! rindu mereka2...<br />
<br />
skang ni apa yg saya perlu lakukan ialah. <br />
-ikut ckp fofo! follow fofo's step... <br />
-dengar ckp diya... dia adalah ratu mak ayam yg boleh merosakan lelaki jahanam.. hehehe<br />
-berazam... untuk... fofo je thu.. (bg padan muka die)<br />
-belajar jelah..apa lagi nk buat. n jgn lupe beronjeng<br />
-jgn kontek epul.. sbb die x ske..(kita ni terlalu byk kontek sgt la)..fofo ko jgn gelak eyh!!<br />
<br />
<br />
out disini.. byereen cutehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03957220735488665040noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8673810768687959057.post-13659868853355981702009-09-26T22:00:00.000-07:002009-09-26T22:00:24.192-07:00lambat nye wish kt kwn2kepada kawan2 saya yg jauh dan juga dekt.. saya menyusun sepuluh jari memohon kemaafan jika ada tersalah bahasa dan terkasar bicara.<br />
so selamat hari raya. tanpa saya sedari.. saya sudh meningkat dewasa. lagi berapa bulan je nk masuk umo 20. tua tuh!<br />
saya pon dah reti masal rendang. buat itu ini masak lunch kt umah kemas umah dan juga mempunyai mak mertua. saya juga dh pandai pergi jauh2 sorg2. berani tuh!<br />
<br />
dulu saya cm budak berhingus je lari2 atas padang mengejar medal yg x boleh pon nk di gadai pon.. tp skang saya budak dewasa la jugak ni dh pandai macam2. cepat kan masa berlalu. x lama lagi mesti dh abeh diploma and kalau ada rezeki sambung degre pulak. and lepas tu keje and kawin.. best nye..<br />
<br />
apa yg saya nk bgtahu.. mcm2 dh liku2 hidup yg telah saya lalui. pahit manis atas bawah semua asam garam kehidupan. semua pengalaman ni buat saya dewasa dan menjadi saya yg skarang. saya sgt berterima kasih kepada semua yg terlibat membesarkan saya sampai la jadi cm skng ni.<br />
<br />
thanks to all...reen cutehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03957220735488665040noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8673810768687959057.post-7021049604250091232009-09-17T00:51:00.000-07:002009-09-17T00:51:26.929-07:00babai penang..ill going back home tommorow.<br />
cant wait to meet my twin sis, and my lil brothers.<br />
i miss mom the most. <br />
i bought something to them.<br />
hope the journey would be fine.<br />
and hope hubby was fine tho living here without me(i think die lg happy when im not around)<br />
wish something miracle when i come back here then..<br />
<br />
<br />
till then...<br />
selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin to all of my friends..reen cutehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03957220735488665040noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8673810768687959057.post-20242098767128583882009-09-16T04:42:00.000-07:002009-09-16T04:42:40.636-07:00kebenaran yg pahitbr sahaja selesai menonton cerita tersebut di panggung wayang di sunway carnival pulau pinang.<br />
ok la cite tu tp body kt situ mind tah mne pegi...<br />
<br />
reen...<br />
<br />
-balik umah send mesej pastu pgg phone tunggu org tu rep sampai tertido pastu bgn2 xde org rep pon.. tu normal lah! ok! aku dh biasa...<br />
pgg phone sambil tido tu normal ah kan? tunggu org rep laa... haih****<br />
<br />
-terasa2 ngn kata kesat tu maki makian. tomah tomahan marah marahan tu pon aku h biasa! haih****<br />
<br />
-dh la.. malas nk ckp lagi. ckp sia2.. nnti kene marah lagi....reen cutehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03957220735488665040noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8673810768687959057.post-43075813379486595322009-09-14T01:52:00.000-07:002009-09-14T02:01:21.075-07:00ouh cm tu rupanya...kawan... apa yg bermain lam fikiran kita kalau ada org tiba2 sebut pasal kawan??<br />
kawan ni senang je. lepak je skali pon dh boleh dikira sebagai kawan. tp kwn ni boleh ke betul2 jadi kawan???<br />
kwn ada macam2 taw. kita x kan thu siapa kwn kita selagi kita x mengalami sesuatu masalah yg melibat kan kawan. selama ni pon kita main kawan je ngn kawan2 mana pon. janji kita da kawan. betul x kawan2??<br />
<br />
yelah. sebagai seorang pelajar yg masih lagi menuntut ilmu dan berjauhan dengan keluarga ni kwn2 sgt penting kerana kawan2 la yg ada sebelah kita ssh dan senang. bukan kawan time senang je...<br />
<br />
<div style="color: lime;"><span style="font-size: large;">kawan time susah je nih </span></div><br />
-bila kita byk duit mula la nk bertempet kat kita mintak belanja sana sini. ajak pg sana pgi sini x kira pon keselamatn mahupon kudrat kita janji memenuhi kehendak dia!<br />
<br />
-bila kita ada sesuatu brg berharga yg die x de, mula la nk pinjam2 pastu wat harta cm bapak die yg bgthen pg la mengaku kt org lain yg bapak die belikan.<br />
<br />
-bila nama kita tibe2 tgh melonjak naik, rmi org suke rmi org minat rmi org sanjung tibe2 die nk jadi kwn baik kita padahal selama ni x baik mne pon. dulu time kita tgh busuk2 mne nk kwn ngn kita<br />
<br />
-bile kita ni terlebih pandai n boleh la nk jadi lecturer tambahan mula la die nk rapat sket2 ngn kta padal time kita bodoh dulu x de sape nk kwn<br />
<br />
-kwn time senang ni busuk hati sket. bile time kita ssh die cabut angkat kain terjejeh jejeh pastu tersepak batu terhumbam dalam jamban!<br />
<br />
-bila tiba2 kita jatuh semua x nk tolong! mcm kejadian broadband saya.. sian saya... <br />
<br />
<div style="color: red;"><span style="font-size: large;">kawan yg baik</span></div><div style="color: red;"></div>-bila kita ngs mesti die pon ngs walaupon die x reti nk pujuk kita tp die pon ase ape yg kita ase bukan bile kita ngs die pg buat bz buat sume keje yg x sepatutnya die buat.<br />
<br />
-bila kita ada masalah die dengar je bukan die yg tmbh masalah<br />
<br />
-kwn yg baik ni die x berkira ngn kawan die plus die x ske nyusah kan kawan2 die walaupon kwn die ni mampu nk buat ape yg die surh tp yelah.. kawan yg baik ni asyik pikir positive.. mne la thu kwn kita ni tgh kesempitan pastu kita plak pg suruh die itu ini...<br />
<br />
-kwn yg baik sanggup terkepit tangan kt pintu LRT sbb nk selamat kan kawan die dr tersepit kt situ and kene tinggl ngn LRT yg cm ikan sardin nk tunggu tuang lam kuali n masuk prot<br />
<br />
-kwn yg baik xpenah biar kan kawan die xmkn n amat concern akan kesihatan die.. sanggup jiuga x pegi klaass sbb nk jaga kita time kita sakit yg x de lah trok mne pon...<br />
<br />
-kwn yg baik walaupon berjauhan tp still menitiskan airmata bila tahu kwn2 die ada masalah and merindu n never loss contact!<br />
<br />
<br />
<span style="color: purple; font-size: large;">i never found a friend like a name listed below<br />
</span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="color: magenta;">NO'OR,ALEYA,PUTRI,AZIE,AISHA,</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="color: magenta;">JILAH,ALIA.FIRA,EMY,</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="color: magenta;"> </span><span style="color: cyan;">KHERI,TOPEK,FIZIE </span></span><br />
<div style="color: purple;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">MISS U GUYS! DAMN MUCH!! </span></div>reen cutehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03957220735488665040noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8673810768687959057.post-85154789677932874722009-09-13T07:08:00.001-07:002009-09-13T07:08:55.392-07:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple; font-size: x-large;"><b>life is more colourful when spent with true friends</b></span></div>reen cutehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03957220735488665040noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8673810768687959057.post-26631500863207731682009-09-13T06:35:00.000-07:002009-09-13T06:35:51.368-07:00new layout lagi eyh reen??i had changed my layout again! n also my blog song.. feel calm a bit..<br />
despite of having a sadness mood currently so i think i would change all this according to my mood. haha.<br />
<br />
<br />
yesterday, seriosly i had much much fun with yaya,ifan and zakiman(ashanti) went to QUEENSBAY. n also went to fun fair make me headache until now. ergh. ill upload all the picture later keyh... went out make me feel better instead of dok pikiaq pasai jantan tuh! adoi~~<br />
<br />
that day i was scolded by my fluid mechanic lecturer coz of ive failed her test. wtf. scolded me like im a child n im a school student. erg.. fluid tu mmg ssh la.. nk buat cmne.. haiya<br />
<br />
i have fail all the test. sekian tima kasihreen cutehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03957220735488665040noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8673810768687959057.post-74387784453119538372009-09-13T04:52:00.000-07:002009-09-13T04:52:11.452-07:00bodoh ek x leh pikir??-bile org kedekut ngn kita so kita kene kedekut balik!<br />
-bile org berkira so kita kene berkira balik!<br />
-bile org buat muka bile kita x ikut ckp die so kita buat muka balik!<br />
-bile org xnk byr utang kita so kita jadi lah along!<br />
<br />
<br />
so lepas ni jgn bg org guna brg2 kaw eyh reen!<br />
reen nak jadi jahat! yes!reen cutehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03957220735488665040noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8673810768687959057.post-12816773459119117562009-09-10T23:17:00.000-07:002009-09-10T23:17:42.464-07:00should i continue.....who should i tell all this?<br />
wheres my shoulder borrower??<br />
why there's a tears everyday??<br />
<br />
im happy coz all fren skng ni happy with their boyfie. alhamdulilah..<br />
may god bless u guys and panjangkan jodoh...reen cutehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03957220735488665040noreply@blogger.com0