As requested, i will continue back to write after 2 years plus forgetting this blog. 

i hope the requester will read and i really appreciate when you ask me to write this blog again just because you want to know about me from far. also as you want to disappear... 

i do sad.. very much... but life must go on...

you teach me a lot about life. changing me into a person. thanks to you. thank you so much 

i know you wont be able to forgive me. i just hope one day miracle will happen and i can be friend with you again if god say so..   

i am so sorry for my mistake.. my mistake is very huge. i know you wont be able to forgive me. i hope one day you will.

im so sorry.. 

will be missing you 

ALWAYS....