kakmira.awe.kakmin.qistina

angin sepoi2 (xde ah sepoi sgt) bertiup kt luar n aku mmbuka tingkp seluas2 nye kerana aku telah lame x merasa angin sepanjang hidup di pulau pinang yg tersgt la panas ini. lantak la ngn kaw charlie! aku peduli ape.. aku panas!! act, baru balik jumpa awe..
tibe2 kak mira msg ajak jumpe.. she used to be my senior dulu mase kt mrsm pdrm.. bapak best kua ngn die.. rindu kot kt die.. hehehe so kitorg pg jusco jap beli brg2 esok aku nk gi picnic kt sedim!! uwaa best3...
x sabaw gilew! then after tht kitorg gi shisha... best kot... yg paling best nye aku kene kan org! padan muka kaw... hehehe jahat.. kesangapan aku nk shisha akhirnye terlepas jua..yehaa...

aleya nk balik spg petani plak minggu depan.. xleh la aku nk lepak shah alam.. mongok nye alia!!
xpelaa.. nnti len kali laa.. abeh tu aku rindu noor ni cene?? mmg la kaw aleya...
so now just wait for tomorrow meh..
sedim!! here i come!!!

roda itu bagai hidup!! eyh betul ke???

i woke up damn late today! shit! 7.50 am n my class is at 8.00 and its at perda! astapek!!!
so without wasting a lil left time cm lipas xde kaki aku bersiap mmg la kaw ni arina...
what the most mengong day is i have english presentation today! lecturer ku mengamok+ members of the group da cm barua da...
da la everything aku yg siapkan.
duit sume aku yg kuarkan then nk marah2 aku..
tht guys name atiq fuck! cm babi je marah2..
pg mampos same kaw.. dh la x ensem.. heh!
lantak la... so i think my presentation not so bad.. eventhough i have made a lil mistake tp x pe..
forgiven. hurmm

act last nite i went to meet my lil sweet.gorgeos.awesome.mucuk. hubby..hee~~ bahagia sungguh ku rase walaupon aku sakitkan hati die n aku telah memukul.mencubit.menggigit.menerajang.menyumpah dengan rakusnye! (gile hyperbola!)
puas hatiku. ini adalah kerana beliau tidak mengkontekku selama 3 ari!
u deserve it! serve ur right! heh!

neverthelesss.. since today i have a stupid clumsy presentation so i have to go back to my heaven(kolej charlie!) heh~~ x puas lagi nk manje2 da kene balik! x pe2.. esok nk pegi air terjun bersamanye and romate terchenta... best3!! x sabo nye syaye.....
malam ni ade date jugak.. hikhikhik tp bukan dengan awk la si gemok.. ni ngn org lain.. haa jgn jeles2! kwn je nih...

semalam beliau ade kol aku n soh cite ape yg buat aku serabot+serabai gile nih sampai die x kontek pon aku da cm ni en.. so aku cite ah kt die.. aku lonely..
kt sini x de geng.. syaye budak baru meh..
nk jumpa geng yg gile2 babi cm kt shah alam mmg lambat ah nk jumpa kan..
jeles tol tgk geng2 yg ade kt sini.. lagi2 geng pengkid.. style kot,.. hello~~ im stret ok.. dont think -ve!! so when die x kontek, member xde.. setakat kwn mmg rmi douh.. wht i mean here is sahabat ku... huhuhuhu....
i want back my aleya! no'or,puttu si tikus mondokku,n si gemokku aisha!! fren forever k bitches! uwaaaa!! im starting to feel like im loosing u guys...
i knoe kite x kn putus kwn tp u guys are there n im here..
nnti cuti maulidul rasul aku lepak ngn korg.. so dont u ever dare nk gedik2 balik kg laa balik umah mak mertua ke ape ke..aku tendang bontot korg!!

p.h.o.t.o.s
carle's junior

sahabat itu kami

rajin lak ko no;or!

aisha yg lukis..gune baby lappy ku


dulu bile ade depan mate x rase pape.. skang bile dh ilang rindu bagai nk gile. heh. rindu itu sakit
p/s i will do anything for you my babyboy

RoMEO, bring me somewhere we can be alone

Its raining outside..
everyone feel cold when raining but me arghh so damn hot! like living in the hell...
donno whether its because of weather or because of im too hot causing sorrounding hot though.. hikhikhik...(gile perasan)... so today is monday.. as usual on monday i got chemistry laboratory.. our experiment today quite interestinglaa... about reaction something2(xigtlaa) but the smell yarks.. bucuk! im enjoying myself doing it.. infact we gedik2 taking a lot of photo using my phone in the lab.

ouh, not to forget, i have done doing my calculus test!! ahaa at last wat jugak..and i think this test doesnt upset me..leh la jwab.. betul slh kite tgk jelaa nnti... its 2.10 a.m already.. im waiting for his good night sms.. tp harapan jelaa.. xleh tido la sy kalau macam ini.. adeh,
act i think he's angry with me kot.. because i refuse to go to hospital.. gile ape nk tinggl class.. xmau laa ceq... esok dh la kimia,fizik,lab fizik... bapak ah.. kalau tinggl ni mmg nk cr nahas laa... heh~~ xpela.. kalau nk mati sy mati jugak awk.. kalau dh ajal...
knp laa mate x leh nk tutup ni.. sy nk tido!!! adeh2... esok klass sgt pack... mesti penat n mesti migrain dtg lagi.. kalau x bgtaw die karang bising je org tua tu. kalau bgtaw kene pkse pg klinik.. aduyai..
what i have to do meh???

so..i think ill end up here... letey lol...
p/s kalau x nk layan sudah... heh! ~~~~JULIET

~~~kemerengan romate ku~~~

Bile da sampai uitm penang.. ku berjumpe same rumate ku ini yg sgt2 lah sengal..
setiap ari aku gelak je.. no sadness with you my ngok romate!! u are my clown my besh lumate meh... cyg kamu.. hope next sem dpt dok satu bilik lagi loooo

****gmbr ni mase aku nk pg klass agame n is nk masuk kitchen.. die buat balik spaghetti yg ntah pape.. hikhikhik jgn marah eyh is...

frens till tie ok! to all my bitches fren.. rindu kamu like hell!!!

donno why now im eager to write sumthing bout my bestie and my gempak classmate at uitm shah alam.....
rindu gile aku saat ni... weh bitches! nnti kite bayar balik eyh deal kite.. hehehe ok ah tu.. kkk kapel dulu then aku yg tgh pastu si adik alia ni x kapel2 lg,,, ngeng!





classmate terchenta,........


damn.. i swear i really miss this moment.... u guys dont forget me even im no longer there...
never had such this freaking damn cool classmate! bapak sporting.... blaja betul2 taw korg!! syg kamu semua.. muah3

test kimia ngeng3

today i have my chemistry test1.. last night im goin out wif epul... hurmm pandai!
harini nk test ko leh lepak agi eyh?? i tot after im goin back to baiduri i want to study a bit(kononnyelaa) but heh~~ sleepy lol! act i just recovered from migrain and heart broken(hahaha jgn slh sngka!) broken kejap la~ alaa tacink** hehehe.. then i try to call him.. 'waiting call' perghh.. my heart beating , dumping like hell!! kepala da pikir bukan2 deh.. lame plak mamat tu bergayut! gayut ngn sape la plak adeh2... ishk.. asal la thp kejelesan aku ni melampau sgt.. ngeng!

so.. bout the test.. confirm2 la x leh jawab.. bile aku study kan? hurmm padan muka kaw laa arina!! actually i miss my moment at shah alam... klassmate aku kt sane.. study same2 bile nk test.. tolong menolong.. kt sini cm pundek! bodo! classmate x gune! cedey~~ i miss arif halim duan aisha diniy airin sab thirah najah sume2.... babes, dtg la sini... ajar aku kimia... fizik lagi laa... sakit la pale blaja... kalau la abah taw betape ssh nye blaja kan bgs.. xde la die menyusah kan aku.. ni bg aku pressure je slalu... so freaking disturbing my life!! arghh..

hurmm tomorrow i have physic test.. hurmm congrate.. satu hape pon x sentuh lagi.. bgs2..


p/s*lega sket otak aku.... migrain ku syg.. bile nk hilang ni??

i woke up damn early this mornin.. i think because of the caffein tht i took last nite.. sumpah xleh tido! hurmm so today is monday.. pg2 buta ade klass agama so i have to wear a tudung.. as usual others will say 'eyh cute nye' 'eyh x perasan lak' heh! (malu sebenarnye) wut to do.. islamic class lol.. then i went to dining to have my mee goreng.. because of the fucking headache tht i had since last nite, my appetite lost!! before i go to class sempt gi menggedik ngn is amek gmbr!! ngee~~

after islamic class so continue with chemistry n english class. mase english class my headache sumpah worse gile.. sakit!!! after class finished i go back to baiduri n have my nap. b4 tht i called epul..he wont allow me to make my calculus test plus my headache like hell tho,.. so i just sleep hoping when i wake up the pain gone.. tp hampeh. last2 pg unit kesihatan depan bilik aku ni.. amek ubt.. aku pon makan ubt then tido balik.. skang ok la sket sbb ade org anta makanan.. nasi lemak kegemaran saya+nasihat yg berguni guni... hikhikhik kalau cmni sakit tiap2 ari pon x pe.. ngee~~~ time kasih awk!!

aku pikir ape erk sampai migrain cmni?? adeh..

donno how to impressed

i went to have a lunch with him just now.. i donno why suddenly my head pain like hell!

i cannot talk much coz i felt like i want to vomit. maybe because of the effect from migrain i guess.
i donno whether it was my feeling or because he had a problem he treat me like we just met 1 day. mcm br bekenalan. hurmmm.. xpela, i try to understnad him. i felt like i want to have a conversation with sms but i dont want to disturb him n i just let it be infact my head like burning my hair(ni aku nk ckp betape sakitnye migrain!) 'sigh'....
but actually im not messaging him because yea... i wanna give him space tht i have said before this..
then balik2 je trus tido..

u said u wanna give me happiness. u promise me u want to make me happy.. but honestly i said at first yes i do happy with you.. but after last nite.. on our valentine.. i feel like... ntah, donno how to impress.. bkn xbahagia n xhepy but i just felt weird..im so sorry because im scared to tell u this n i dont want to burden u.. kalau boleh i dont want to have any prob with u besides, we both have such a problem like fucking hell!! kan?? i know u have a problem now.. me too.. u knew it right?? tp knp saye boleh x tunjuk pon yg saya ade masalh tp awk?? sy xleh tgk keadaan awk cmni!! its make me wanna cry cry n cry.... trs trg i said, i hate to cry like last nite.. it make me scared.. its make me feel like wut i feel now... useless! stupid! mengong!nervous! ase mcm nk sakit kan diri sendiri br puas.. hahha perkara yg slalu aku buat tuh!! bodo kan?? awk..... sy mintak maaf.. boleh x kalau saya jadi penenang awk time awk ade masalah?? n saya xnk jadi penambah masalh awk.. tp sy taw sy mmg slalu bg awk masalah kan?? sy x boleh kalau x kontek awk even satu hari.. i donno why im like this.. i know u will be boring with me after this because of my attitude. because i keep disturbing,whining,yelling,complaining u! kan?? i promise i wont disturb u.. i'll try... im sorry sayang... sy jadi cmni sy ase sbb sy terlalu syg kt awk.. kalau la awk tinggl saya.. ntah ah.. tktnye!!! =(( *tkt plak nk post this blog* weng2!!

tido di siang hari make me feel like arghh... sakit leher ku, pingangku, lenguh! duh**
because of the stupid migrain la ive sleep so damn lame.. enough for this evening... (bile nk study ni.. esok test calculus lol)

valentine........
i just came back from celebrating my valentine. we celebrate at secrec recipe. i ate my fav cake! indulgence!! after tht we watched a movie(pink panther).. klaka gak laa... then we have a long talk in the car.. he advise me a lot. thanks 4 the advise. i swear after this i wont do again n i wont ask u where ever u want to go.,. dont blame me if my decision looks like i never care bout u. k, i give u space as u wish.. what ever it is.. my love will never change...



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Whenever likable people cross my mind,
I always have such pleasant thoughts of you.
You always bring such happiness and joy;
Those who lift me up are very few. On Valentine’s Day I want to tell you this:
Knowing you is an extraordinary pleasure;
Your caring heart is always quick to give;
You’re unique, a rare and very special treasure.

You’re in my thoughts and in my heart
Wherever I may go;
On Valentine’s Day I’d like to say
I care more than you know.
thanks 4 being my valentine sayang
(muhammad saiful haidhar)

WUT HAPPEN TODAY??? HELL+HEAVEN

today i have lpkp to complete my modul this sem. its end at 10.45. after tht i go back to baiduri n take my nap. then ive got phone call from irfan asking me to go out n he said tht he already at pasific.act we r already planning to hang out together, so me,qistina,yaya,tikah,ipan hangout at pasific.. we really2 enjoy our day, trying an archery for the first time make me very nervous. at first im scared n my hand pain like sucks! but i try hard to make it. then i won!! haha i got 50 marks,kiss-30,yaya-31.. hahaha archery best rupenye....



then we went to megalane playing a bowling. i got second place.. first place is irfan-115 me 75 yaya-45 n kiss-38.. hahaha sumpah enjoy..then we are damn tired after all the day enjoying ourselves. yaya nk blanja shisa then we want to go to sunway to trynew place for shisha..atikah went bact to uitm n irfan too. so the rest of us wen to sunway.lepak2 kt kedai key's restaurant. tunggu punyer tunggu. shisha xde. then epul pick us up sent us to baiduri.





not to forget, yaya n me coloured our hair again!! best3!! red color.. so damn cool.. sumpah i really like my hair now..at first we survey all the saloon at pasific to find the cheppest one. then we found saloon name bis saloon. sumpah abg saloon tu ensem gile siot!! after he coloured our hair he make my hair damn lawa.. kasi terangkat cene ntah n no charge for it.. baik gile.. i ask to make just one line but he give me 4 another 4 line free hahaha he said 'xpe saya belanja awk' perghh.. but yaya got only 3 line... jeles ah minah tu ahahha... i really have fun today but i dont contact epul much n that make me missing him damn much!!

my chinese new year holiday

so many things happen to me in this holiday...im not going back home because i tot i wanna spent my holiday with him.. yea... i really enjoyed myself with him but things happen make me keep thinking n realise that its not the time for me to be n to feel like wut i have n wut i feel now.
yes, im still young, im only 18.. n im a student not someone's wife... i have to accept it even my heart is not for study anymore but i know i have to carry a big responsibility one day..im an eldest in my family....i wanna give my best n all my happiness to my mom.. i promise mak... nnti kkk balik kkk nk bawak sume kebahagiaan yg mak idamkan selama ni n i wanna give u more than wut u expected...

so... when tht 'thing' happen i went back to aleya's house... so i spent time with my besfren about 3 days.. i enjoyed myself wif her... i miss her act.. even i cannot spent all the day with him but im still happy because we still meet n hangout together.. u are so lovely person.. i swear i cannot forget every single word that come up from ur mouth.. u are really mean to me... dont think that i wanna leave u even all ur dream is just a dream...
wut the most happiness moment i had in this holiday is when we went to ferringhi...coz i can spent my time with my besfren n my love together...
we have a lot of confession and conversation about our life, our family, our future, ur planning and etc.. yes, im comfortable with all ur word.. its make me feel complete n lucky to owe u.. seriosly i appreciate with wut u have done and u will do... n im so sorry cos i know im too childish n i act like nothing happen cos i want to know that when im with u, im happy... i dont even care about wut happen, ur family n everything...im happy cos u wanna share everything everything wif me.. thats my dream since the day i know u.. i want u to know tht im not only ur gurl but also ur besfren, ur mama, ur daddy, ur sister n ur everything.. thats why i always said... 'just let me know everthing'... yeah.. all the experience we had make us learn something from it kan?? thanks god... i know i am nobody.. i just can sit beside u.. support u.. be a loyal listener to u but to help u... hurmm... im weak.. seriosly.. i need u in my life to be strong.. to continue the rest of my life..to live happily.. i just can say that u the only one can give the happiness to me... to my future... just u... pliss stay.. dont leave me... how can i stay, i live if u are not beside...
my kecik my pendek my luvly sister my bestie my evrything.. thanks so much cos u also gimme a lot of memory together n complete my life... i enjoyed myself damn much wif u.. n thanks coz teaching me to like 'creepy'!! sumpah sedap! n i miss apek ensem yg jual tht creepy....heheheh(gedik).. aleya.. i just want u to realise about atikah.. i dont blame her but i blame u!! pliss remove her from our story.. i hate her seriosly.. i hate a person tht make my fren miserable... u are not the person like tht n like i know u at first.. pliss be my aleya..noor's alia too.. pliss.. i just want u to be happy.. but not this way, with her ok?? but i dont wanna force u.. u i just can support u.. u decide everything... im happy when u are happy.... n thanks cos let me stay at ur house in this holiday.... i really appreciate it.... n im happy with u.. i hope we can have a moment like new year again...u, me n noor together....thanks syg...